Ever got into an argument with your spouse about a good decision?
Post said decision, both of you come to the realization that you were both right in your motivation and approach, but you ended up butting heads anyways.
What do you do?
These less obvious frustrations arise in our marriage take on many shapes and forms. If ignored, they can easily take root in our hearts and leave both parties feeling unjustly threatened by the other.
Fighting fiercely for our spouse and our marriage means taking inventory of any bitterness or anger taking root in your heart or mind and dealing with it, quickly and in a Godly way. (Hebrews 12:15 ESV)
I’d like to share a snapshot of last Sunday in the Frederick household where Ryan and I dealt with such an incident.
November 1 = Red Cup Arrival
Having spent the last 5 years in southern California, I have been absorbing every ounce of fall in the Pacific Northwest as possible.
Who can resist the brightly colored leaves, the chill in the air, and of course (one of my favorites) red cups at Starbucks.
We were heading into Aberdeen, WA for church Sunday and I was excited to get a coffee at Starbucks; mostly for the red cups (let’s just be honest).
After church, we grabbed our “coffee” which I of course, had to have the eggnog latte as it is was finally available! Ryan, surprisingly, decided not to get anything.
My holiday cheer and twinkly eyes quickly fade into some angry thoughts of Are you really saying this right now? Right as I am about to enjoy my delicious drink that I’ve been waiting ALL year for! (I know, first world problems much? Sigh.)
We continued the drive home, Ryan sensing my frustration; me of course, not hiding it.
“Did you look at the price when you ordered?” Ryan asked. “Yes. But it’s not like I get these all the time. (Yes, there was sass in that tone). It’s a treat! I was looking forward to this and it’s cold, and fall is here, the red cups are here, eggnog lattes are here” and on I go justifying this delicious blessing.
If you could read our thoughts, Ryan’s would have said, This is not being a very good steward of our finances. I can eat lunch for $4.
Mine on the other hand were more along the lines of, This is a treat for us to experience and enjoy just being together. We have worked hard, this is definitely NOT my normal drink, but it’s a treat and a blessing!
Ultimately I didn’t think that God would be very upset that I got a $4 drink (please no hate mail yet!). I thought He would be ok with me enjoying His tasty creation.
Clash of the Titans. Well…almost.
Ryan wanted to be a good steward while I wanted to enjoy, and be thankful, for this blessing. His conviction and my seemingly innocent motivation almost became the clash of the titans…almost.
Prior to declaring an all out war, I decided to take the humble route on this one. We took turns talking (not yelling) and listening without interrupting each other, which resulted in something new we learned about each other.
What I learned
One of the many admirable and respectful traits that I love and adore about my husband is that he earnestly desires to fulfill God’s will in every single area of our lives. Through how we raise our daughter, his work ethic and of course, our finances.
Ryan wants nothing less than to please and honor God with every ounce of his life. His devotion to God is fierce and I thank God for this daily.
Was it easy to be humble and say, “Thank you for ruining my short moment of coffee bliss because you felt convicted”?
Not in the slightest.
As his wife, I was only able to learn and understand him because I took the path of humility, which in marriage is often the path less travelled.
I learned he wasn’t being cheap, he was simply trying to be a good steward.
Yes, I could’ve gotten mad and allowed all hell to break loose in the car on the drive home over how I’m pretty sure God wouldn’t be upset that I got a $4 drink.
Instead I decided to take a step back and hear what Ryan was really communicating.
Until we have experienced the grace and love of Christ, we can’t expect to extend that same grace and love to others, especially our spouse.
It’s His love, and His love only, that is able to transform hearts and to clean out the wells of our souls.
Only when we run to him; when we commit and devote each day to him by taking time to sit at his feet can we truly begin to understand how to love another human being and extend grace and love that is continually being extended to us.
What began as a challenge, turned into a blessing because grace was extended by both of us, resulting in our thankfulness for each other.
We are not perfect by any means, please know this.
Ryan was trying to live for God the best way he knew how in that moment and I could not have seen this in him if I had chose the path of pride and anger instead of humility and grace.
A man after the heart of God is what I’d always wanted and prayed for in my husband. How could I become angry when that man showed up?
Question: Has there been a time in your marriage that you chose the humble route and God taught you something about you, your spouse, or your marriage?
(Photos by Jeff Marsh)
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